I don't know what's wrong with me. I find it difficult to enjoy anyone's company, those i used to look forward to spending time with or those who could brighten up my day just by being in my presence mean nothing right now. It's like i am a lifeless soul drifting passed these people thats unable to engaged with them.

I feel like i need to leave this behind, all of this. And start NEW.

I yearn for understanding and familiarity and similarities, these things are really hard to find, when i'm feeling like this.

I need a positive outlook. But it's alright, i'm always positive..so it seems.